:.wink..wink.:

Wuwuwuwu...dengan bangganya aku nak cite ni..sabtu baru2 ni..aku dgn pkcik g naek genting..dalam 10.30pm cmtu kot k'org gerak dari kL..sbb x tau nk g mane..aku pLak x pnah g genting..pkcik pun bg suggestion nk g genting...aku pun gedik laa ckp nak..

Sampai atas dlm pukul 11pm lebih kot..x perasan laa pukul bpe..dgn sejuk..ramai cinapek kt ats tu..da macam hong kong..cmtu rupenya genting..hehe..1st time pegi..pkcik pun parking laa keta nun jauh ke bawah tanah tu..tingkat 10 ke bawah..bukan keatas ye..nak cantik parking semua..kami pun naek laa lif ke tingkat 16..mula laa perjalanan kami memusing dalam genting tu..pastu cari makan..smuanya double price..perghh.! x heran laa lapar punya pasal..kami mkn KFC..nyam..nyam..dalam 1.30a.m cmtu kami melantak..hehehe...

Da abis makan..kami lepak laa kt tepi kolam kt lua sbb pkcik nk smoke..ade laa dlm setengah jam kot dok lepak & borak kt situ..pastu kami sambung lagi jln2..ntah mne2 laa jalan..mata aku pun da rabak..aku ajak pkcik balik..aku tgk jam da 2 a.m cmtu..cam biasa kami kena naek lif laa nk turun ke bawah...dlm lif tu ade 1 couple cina..mula2 riuh laa..tau laa cina kLo borak cmane..d'org turun tngkat 12..kami tngkat 10..no yg tertekan pun mmg 12 & 10 jaa..elok sampai tngkat 12 couple ni klua..kami ade lagi kat dalam nk turun tngkat 10..ttibe lif benti kt tngkat 11..pintu lif terbukak..tapi xde org..5min camtu pintu tu terbukak..aku da rase semacam..pastu sekali imbas aku nmpak bayang nk msuk lif..mse pintu nak tertutup mcm ade something tahan pintu tu..aku pun slow jaa menyorok belakang pkcik...

Bila lif tu turun tngkat 10..k'org cepat2 klua..pkcik tgk muka aku..aku tgk muka pkcik..masing2 senyum..pastu pkcik trus cakap 'msuk keta cepat'..aku pun cepat2 laa msuk keta..dalam keta pkcik tnye aku ade rasa pape x..aku pun ckp laa ape aku rasa..rupenya pkcik pun perasan..aku igt abis laa kt situ..masa on the way nak balik..jalan nk turun tu mmg gelap..xde lampu..side mirror sebelah aku tu mmg boleh nmpak sit blakang..aku tgk skali..cam ade org..aku diam lagi..tgk skali lagi..mmg ade 'benda'..aku trus diam..trus pegang tgn pkcik..aku taip kt dlm fon pkcik 'sayang..ade something kt blakang' kebetulan plak pkcik bukak tingkap masa tu..die trus tutp tngkap..aku diam jaa..x ckp byk pun..da laa karak highway tu pun gelap..sabar je laa..

Sampai umah dalam 3a.m cmtu..pakcik anta aku smpai depan pintu umah..then, pkcik balik umah..syukur alhamdulillah..aku x kena demam pape laa..moral of the story..jgn merayap malam2..hehehehe..fuhh.! bad experience i had ;-p

Why i love 'Shahrul Hilal Rethashah'

1. I can be myself when I'm with you.
2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
3. You love me even with all my faults.
4. You are so handsome to me.
5. Even when I'm grumpy, you still like me.

6. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.
7. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown
8. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.
9. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
10. We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.

11. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration.
12. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.
13. You always seem to know when things aren't going great.
14. You know how to bring a smile to my face.
15. You're always on my side.

16. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.
17. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.
18. 'Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.
19. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.
20. When you're around, everything's fun.

21. You understand me...even when I'm sobbing.
22. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.
23. You never give up on me and that's what keeps me going.
24. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
25. You're simply irresistible.

26. Sometimes you call just because you're thinking about me.
27. For your sensitivity and support.
28. I love your smile...I really do. =)
29. I love you because you bring out the best in me.
30. You never get mad at me...even when I drive you up the wall.

31. You always know just how to spoil me.
32. You never snore while I'm talking to you.
33. you're that someone who makes happiness happen.
34. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.
35. Since the day you came into my life, everything's perfect.

36. All I need to do is look at you and....
37. I want to stay forever with you.
38. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.
39. I enjoy being with you.
40. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.

41. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.
42. You know all my secrets...and keep them.
43. I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.

44. There are endless reasons why I love you but the most important is...sayang, knowing you is loving you.

Boyz II Men - I'll Make Love To You

Terharu

Hmm..baru-baru ni aku g kenduri kat n9..kenduri abg jep kawin..kezen aku laa tu..hehehe..aku bwk pakcik..tau je laa kenduri beLah sana cmane..tambah bwk pengantin..mmg laa ramai kn...dgn mkcik2 kepOh aku pn ade..mmg dari pg smpai mLm pkcik lepak dgn family aku jaa...mLm tu pLak k'org mkn beramai2 sbb celeb mother's day opah...sgt meriah laa kn...aku pun x pLak terpikir pape pn...hehehe...

Pastu ma g camerOn...umh mk long..ma citer smua ske pkcik..dr mk long smpai ke mk ngah sampai laa kezen smua...siap nk sponsor beras & gula tOk kenduri...yg bestnya...nak gotong royong mase kenduri nnt...muaahahaha...abah lg best..menantu kesayangan...kembang kempis laa kLo pkcik tau cte ni...mmg smua ske die..sbb die baek...mne d'org tau pkcik baek.?? hehe...die mmg baek pn...pndai hormat org sekeliling die...tak kire tua or muda...die mmg hormat...

Aku baru kaple dgn die 2bln...skrg tgh pLan nk bertunang raya nnt..insya-ALLAH kLo di izinkan TUHAN..tahun depan trOs kawin...kLo ikot pLan aku laa...sbb ikOt target aku mmg umO 25thn aku nk kawen...pkcik pn umO da berapa...alhamdulillah.! aku dpt cam pkcik...die sgt jaga aku...even perangai aku cam S**L...die tetap sabar...tu laa pkcik aku...die sgt manjakan aku jgk..skit pn x berkira pape pn dgn aku...kLo bLh smua bnda die nk kongsi dgn aku...tak pnah skaLi pun tnggikan suara dgn aku...aku jaa yg byk tnggikan suara & merajOk dgn die...die x pnah merungut pn...aku syg die...aku happy dgn die...family die pn okay...alhamdulillah...takde pape masaLah lg setakat ni...baek dr parents die smpai laa adik beradik die...smua okay :-)

Perangai.!

Aku x tau ape masalah kamO..kt mane kamO, ape kamO buat skrg pun aku x tau..kLo cmni perangai kamO..better cari umah Laen laa..aku xnk kamO buat umah aku cam hoteL..Family aku dtg kamO x saLam pn..camni perangai kamO..kLo pasaL suar aku yg kamO nk pinjam tu jadi isu..aku rasa bkn aku kOt yg patOt minx maaf...Mmg seminggu dua ni aku byk tegur kamO...tapi kamO pikir baLik nape aku tegur..mane siLap kamO...sejak kamO ade bf ni..perangai kamO laen...baLik umah 2-3pg..muka pun aku tgk da Letih semacam..aku pun ade bf jgk..xde laa cam kamO...tau laa bf ade 'bisness'..tapi xyah laa gah sgt...bLom kenaL mane pn lagi...kLo sbb die kamO sanggup buang mmbe yg seLama ni kemaen lagi kamO syg ni..gO ahead...I don't care about u anymOre..

Aku btOl2 x sangka laa kn perangai kamO cmni...pape je laa...kamO kenal aku camane...sekaLi mmbe buat taik...mmg aku xkn cari or tegur da..sOrrie laa ape aku ckp ni agak kasar utk kamO...tapi pikir laa...sape yg teman kamO time susah.? sape yg happykan kamO time kamO sedih.? sape yg byk tLg kamO.? mmbe mne yg x pnah berkira pape pn...sO, pikir laa sndiri..kLo kamO da dapat 'dunia' yg kamO nak sangat seLama ni...ikOt ske kamO...aku xde mmbe cam kamO pn xpe...janji aku happy & xyah nak susah2 pikir haL kamO lagi...da terlampau penat jadi 'baek' ni...da x larat nak toLong mmbe2 cmni...buang masa....

kLo ni baLasan kamO utk aku...thnx..aku terima seadanya..mungkin aku ade saLah mne2 tp aku x nampak...aku mnx maaf sgt2...tapi kamO mmg da x respect aku, adik & family aku...tu mmg aku x bLh trime..seLama ni aku boLeh huha dgn kamO...skrg mmg susah...kamO bz dgn 'bisness' bf kamO tu kan.? hOpe berjaya...wishing gud luck for u & ur bf...maybe his can take care you more than me..hOpe so..seLam ni ma da anggap kamO cm anak sendiri..tapi skrg die terasa ati sgt dgn kamO...perangai kamO cmni..aku x tau laa nak ckp ape...jgn menyesaL suda laa...aku xmO nnt kamO ilang smua yg kamO ade skrg...b4 ni boLeh happy...nnt2 merana pLak...

Pape pun jaga diri..jgn terlampau percayakan org..aku nak gtau kamO...kamO xkan dpt bf mcm pakcik..sbb pakcik hanya seorg dLm dunia ni..die adalah die..xde org laen akan jd mcm die..tapi kLo kamO jumpe pn..mungkin lagi better or kurang skit dr pkcik..tp bukan mcm pkcik sebijik..tapi kLo kamO jumpe sebaek manusia mcm pakcik..kamO laa org paLing bertuah dLm dunia ni...kamO x perLu nak jadi mcm aku..kamO jadi diri sndiri..kamO xyah nak jelez pape pn dgn aku..sbb TUHAN Maha adil....DIE akan berikan yang terbaek utk umat-NYA....seLama aku trime kamO sebagai kwn...aku trime kamO seadanya..xde skit pn kurang mne2...aku x pnah sekaLi nk buang kwn...tapi kwn yg paksa aku tarik diri utk jd seorg kwn...

3 in 1

Uits.! lama x update blog..hehe..byk cite..tp x tau nak mula dr mana...kita mula dari kenduri dlu..15.05.2010 kakcik selamat dinikahkan dgn Faizal...da jadi bini org akak tu...hehe..cam x caya jaa..cam bari smlm k'org abis sekolah ssame...dlu k'org mmg rapat...tp sejak die masuk uitm...dari situ k'org da mula renggang...mcm2 cite yg aku dgr...itu ini..tp x tau mne yg btoL...masa die peluk aku tu..mmg aku rasa sgt yg aku mizz sgt die...hmm...bnda da jadi..nak buat cmane...igt lagi..dulu masa sekolah...die ade ckp..kLo die kawen..die xnk dok jauh2 dgn aku...kLo gdo dgn laki die..die blh dtg umh aku..hehe..selalu gak arr berangan...tp smua tu angan je laa..ape pun x jadi...hope die happy...amin..

Sekarang cite sha..housemate aku...die da ade bf...hehe..tapi muda dari die laa...hOpe die oun happy laa dgn new relationship...tapi yg x bestnya..die x kenalkan dlu dgn aku, pkcik & angah..so, k'org x kenal lg arr bf die...bile die kapel dgn dak tu pn aku x tau...xpe laa..nnt2 die kenalkan laa tu..hope so...

Hmm...ape lagi cite aku skrg.? xde ape da yg menarik...next week ade lagi kenduri..cousin aku pLak kawen...pastu kawan aku pLak kawen...uwa.! uwa.! kawen da smua...isk..! bile turn aku nip.? hehehe..cOming sOon...life aku skrg okay jaa...happy cam biasa..huha cam biasa...da lama x baLik tpg ni...nk baLik..panjat bukit larut..muahahahaha

H.O.N.E.S.T

Happy besday to SHATIRAH. Dapat laa celeb besday die dgn eppy even x meriah mana pn...Hope she always happy..

Tapi, ade 1 benda yg die buat aku btol2 mara pg ni...pkul 5.30pg td aku t'jaga & tgk fon ade 3 unread msg...aku tgk 2 dr msg tu RIO & 1 msg dr sha...OMG.! sha lepak dgn RIO.???! "Sha ape kamO buat ni.?????!!!!" b4 ni die ckp RIO x tau langsung no sha...how come RIO can contact her.?? sigh.! aku dlm dilema bile nk tegur hal ni kat sha...buat aku tnye pkcik cmane...pkcik ckp better honest...jgn diam...aku xplain laa smua kt sha...no reply from her...kesimpulannya, salah ke aku honest.? salah ke aku ckp ape yg aku x puas ati? nama pun dok 1 umah...lg 1 aku mmg x ske sha bg add umah suh RIO dtg ambik die...npe smpai kena jemput kt umh.? Salah 1 sbb npe aku suh die stay kt umh aku...sbb xnk RIO tau umah...sha bijak pndai cerdik smua..blh bg add plak..hadOi..xkan smua mmbe laki bLh dtg ambik kt umh kot..susah laa cmtu...

Aku tegur niat xnak simpan dLm ati...tp sha cam mara plak kt aku...die sndiri tau ape RIO buat selama ni..haihh...i just want she happy wit da rite person...aku mintak maaf jaa laa kt sha...niat aku betol2 nak honest jaa...at least she's can reply something, rite.? haihh...dalam dilema laa cmni....pasni aku xkn tegur pape laa kot or maybe just simpan dlm ati jaa laa..honest pun susah..x honest pun susah..so nak jd ape.? penipu.? :-(